It is my life

Hi Marina,

I got myself up early to check my account for mails from you. Gladly to see that you wrote me!

I'm going to tell a bit about me: as already written I'm 38 years old and live on my own. I don't have any siblings and my parents died a few years ago on a trip from brazil. You may have heard of the France Air plane that crashed in the ocean. I'm really sad that I can't bury them on my own. We used to travel a lot during winter time like going skiing or leaving for warmer areas in the world. I really miss it because we had many great times.

I live in Berlin, Germany and have my own flat. It has 4 rooms, a nice balcony on the roof and from there a lovely view over the Spree, which is the river going through Berlin. The living room is the largest of all and I really enjoy being there with my friends, because I bought a few weeks ago a really large TV from Samsung. Watching concerts on it is like being at the concert, watching movies is like being in the cinema. It's amazing!

In my bathroom I made some arrangement and got myself a tiny steam bath because I like relaxing in the steam, sweating a lot and feel like a newborn afterwards. It's refreshing and you could get completley in a zen-like mode just hearing the steam getting in and nothing else. Afterwards it feels like I made a restart und I'm feeling like I could reach everything and there are no problems which can't be solved.

But being alone in this large flat is sometimes frustrating. I do have a very large kitchen but why should I use it if there is no one to share the meals? Yes, there are friends who come and visit me and we are cooking together, but it doesn't compare to the intimacy with your partner.

My last relationship didn't last long, she and I just had different opinions on a partnership. It was a bit my fault being away from home many weeks and I told myself that this is a thing I have to change in my next relationship, otherwise I'm going to be single for the rest of my life.

I'm finishing now my sad thoughts and will look forward to your reply.

Faithfully

Tom

Hi Tom. I am glad to receive again your message! Every day we start to
learn  each other better. Your e-mail - very interesting thing for me!
Recently  the  boredom  has  lodged  in  my  soul, there are no joyful
events!  Your  letters for me now as a sun beam! Tom, thanks, that you
wrote  to me some answers to my questions. Your letters gradually help
to  learn  you.  Tell  to me more in detail about the family. You have
many  relatives?  What  relations  at you with them? As frequently you
gather?  In  my  family  very much close relations. I already Informed
you,  that  I live with mum. My father has died in 2001 of a cancer. I
very much miss him. We live in a cosy apartment, where there are three
inhabited  rooms,  and  as kitchen, a balcony and a bathroom. I have a
room.  I  the  only  child  in the family. My mother name Lena, she 54
years  old.  Now  she  does  not  work  some  years  and Is engaged in
housekeeping. We love each other, sometimes we are chosen for city for
an  entertainment.  In the summer we go to the lake. During the winter
period  of  time we go for a drive on skates and a ski. This good time
for  me!  In private life I have emptiness. My last relations were one
year  ago.  We loved each other! But he has deceived me and has broken
my  heart!  He  had  sex with another girl! After that I thought, that
never  I  will  find the man of the dream! I at all did not search for
such  man!  But  now  I am ready to relations! It is very difficult to
find  the suitable man at this time! Therefore I have addressed to the
Internet! I heard many histories in which girls found men of the dream
in  the Internet. I hope, that I can find the man who will love me, to
appreciate  and  understand! His work and a financial situation is not
important for me! I wish to find the man who is able to appreciate the
woman and to concern with love to her! I shall be ready to give myself
all  without  the  rest  to  such  person  and  I think, that the main
advantage  of  the  woman  is fidelity and skill To make family happy,
without  quarrels  and  conflicts.  On  it I I finish the letter. Tom,
write  to  me the ideas that I Has told to you. I look forward to your
reply.

                        Yours Marina.